Thursday, December 9, 2010

Uninvited

This song embodies how I feel about bipolar disorder sneaking into my life like this. The timing is insanely bad, things were going so well. They still are, but I want my husband back to share in that with me.

Like anyone would be
I am flattered by your fascination with me
Like any hot blooded woman
I have simply wanted an object to crave
But you're not allowed
You're uninvited
An unfortunate slight


Must be strangely exciting
To watch the stoic squirm
Must be somewhat heartening
To watch shepard meet shepard
But you're not allowed
You're uninvited
An unfortunate slight


Like any uncharted territory
I must seem greatly intriguing
You speak of my love like
You have experienced like mine before
But this is not allowed
You're uninvited
An unfortunate slight


I don't think you unworthy
I need a moment to deliberate

3 comments:

  1. I love that song. Did a choreography to it a few years back, a theater arts number- lyrical with lifts and such. It was heart-wrenching dancing to it.

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  2. I hadn't heard it in about 8 or 9 years. I have heard it probably 15 times this week on Pandora. Music has been so therapeutic to me this week. Some has made me cry, some has helped cheer me up. It just depends on the song and when I hear it.

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